Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Thursday, November 22, 2007

No Turkey for Her :(








Chloe was still pretty upset so I didn't get any photos of her eating dinner, but here are some from today.

No Tryptophan Needed....

Well after a long night with mild food poisoning, Chloe woke up ready for turkey! We got showered and ready to go. I left her sitting on the couch watching the Macy's parade while I put my makeup on and this is what I came back out to! Such a sweetie! I will post more pictures later when she wakes up for Thanksgiving dinner. Hope you all had a wonderful day!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

A Wedding Take 2!







More pictures! hmm.....I have some that the computer keep uploading them rotated....well I will have more later I guess...

A Wedding!

No not mine silly people! I photographed my friends wedding this weekend. It was really awesome to be with them in the Temple, and then to share the rest of the day with them taking their photographs. This is really going to help me get my portfolio started again, and hopefully begin saving for better equipment that might make this a good extra income business. I hope you enjoy the photos!







Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Not Just Another Day

You know I thought today would pass without making a difference. I didn't think today would be unlike any other day. Then I woke up this morning and checked my email as i always do. Waiting for me was a reminder from my calender that today was his birthday. It wasn't that I had forgotten it, that struck me so hard, it was just that for the first time in 4 years, I have no reason to remember it. I deleted the reminder right away. Yet it sticks in my mind. I sit here at my job and have to write the date numerous times a day, and each time I write it, it stirs something up inside me. There is someone else helping my daughter sing him happy birthday, wrapping his presents, possibly even planning a surprise party, like years past. It seems strange that this is my life now. I am not in love with him anymore, but it really doesn't make it any easier. The holidays are coming, this will be the first holiday since I can remember that I haven't been with family. Chloe is my family now, but I know I am going to miss sharing all these fun experiences Chloe has with someone. I am going to the Temple tonight, because I just have so much that I need the Lord to hear, and I feel that the only place that I can receive a clear answer is there in that Sacred place. I pray that things will come. Today isn't like any other day. It's one more day for me to remember the heartache the last 7 1/2 months of my life has been. A day that used to be a special thing for me to remember. Today is not just another day.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Baking Brownies



Well it is not as much fun as baking cookies because you don't have all the flour and sugar to make a mess, but Chloe and I made brownies. She loved it! Here are a couple pictures

Cleaning

Saturday mornings are usually reserved for cleaning up. Well nothing is different today, except getting the motivation! I only have one room done (if you don't count the piles of laundry waiting to be folded). Chloe has been more than happy to help. Sometimes too much! :) Although she was really cute this morning, because when I told her I was cleaning up my room she said she wanted to help. I asked her if should could clean her room. She said "okay". I checked on her a few minutes later and sure enough she was picking up handfuls of toys and singing "Clean Up, Clean Up, Everybody Clean Up". I LOVE HER!! Of course my video camera is dead and I don't have a charger so I couldn't get it on tape, but it was too cute. Then we took a break and watched a movie together (The Santa Clause 2), and she is getting excited for Christmas. I just finished my room and she is watching Diego, and will hopefully go down for a nap soon, so I can clean the living room and kitchen.

I got a new flash for my camera. I am excited to use it! I haven't even had time to take it out yet. I needed to get one because I am photographing a wedding next weekend and needed a better flash. I can't wait to open it up and try it out!

Well....the dishes won't clean themselves so I better go.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Chloe's halloween


I got some really fuzzy pictures of Chloe on halloween in an email from Wes. I attached the best one. It almost made me cry seeing her because I was supposed to share that with her.