Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
No Turkey for Her :(
No Tryptophan Needed....
Well after a long night with mild food poisoning, Chloe woke up ready for turkey! We got showered and ready to go. I left her sitting on the couch watching the Macy's parade while I put my makeup on and this is what I came back out to! Such a sweetie! I will post more pictures later when she wakes up for Thanksgiving dinner. Hope you all had a wonderful day!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
A Wedding Take 2!
A Wedding!
No not mine silly people! I photographed my friends wedding this weekend. It was really awesome to be with them in the Temple, and then to share the rest of the day with them taking their photographs. This is really going to help me get my portfolio started again, and hopefully begin saving for better equipment that might make this a good extra income business. I hope you enjoy the photos!
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Not Just Another Day
You know I thought today would pass without making a difference. I didn't think today would be unlike any other day. Then I woke up this morning and checked my email as i always do. Waiting for me was a reminder from my calender that today was his birthday. It wasn't that I had forgotten it, that struck me so hard, it was just that for the first time in 4 years, I have no reason to remember it. I deleted the reminder right away. Yet it sticks in my mind. I sit here at my job and have to write the date numerous times a day, and each time I write it, it stirs something up inside me. There is someone else helping my daughter sing him happy birthday, wrapping his presents, possibly even planning a surprise party, like years past. It seems strange that this is my life now. I am not in love with him anymore, but it really doesn't make it any easier. The holidays are coming, this will be the first holiday since I can remember that I haven't been with family. Chloe is my family now, but I know I am going to miss sharing all these fun experiences Chloe has with someone. I am going to the Temple tonight, because I just have so much that I need the Lord to hear, and I feel that the only place that I can receive a clear answer is there in that Sacred place. I pray that things will come. Today isn't like any other day. It's one more day for me to remember the heartache the last 7 1/2 months of my life has been. A day that used to be a special thing for me to remember. Today is not just another day.
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